等到風景都看透

我浪費了半生的聰明，我看得見千百種表情無數鐘點的電視和書汙染的天空擁擠的大地，我看不見人情世故情欲交雜污穢中那一丁點以了解和溫暖照明的光亮，我懂得偽裝，懂得對抗，懂得藏匿，懂得拋棄、欺瞞、迂迴、揶揄、婉轉、哀傷，但不懂得原來愛是讓別人幸福的力量，不懂得美就是去愛一些什麼，去堅持一些什麼，去滿足昂揚伸展的渴望。 --- 摘自【燕子】

思索了好幾個晨昏的問題，在這起風的夜晚，於繾綣品嘗無數次的燕子裡，我找到了答案。

回頭看看過去的風景，每一段經歷每一次選擇，都在身上心上留下它獨有的記號，這些過去的記號驅使著我們成為現在的自己，帶著缺憾但堅持著，因為堅持著某一種什麼而造就的別人所無法複製的人生。

我相信，這該是最美的風景。

Pretty

衛蘭 Morning 專輯裡我最愛的一首歌。

曲：雷頌德 / 詞：Aarif

I tried to fly away
I tried to find a place
Followed a shooting star
We fired up the car
And travelled to a far
Everyday

We shared a 'Sianese dream'
Beside the schoolyard stairs
The songs we used to love
No longer good enough
To keep you from burning up

Please take me back in time with you
To a time when you were true
Visit all seven wonders
There won't be another
To keep me satisfied
If I can fall back into you
There is nothing I can't do
If I'm under the weather
We talk, I feel better
At least I knew I had
Someone who cared
Somebody baby

I tried to stay away
I tried to give you space
I could't help myself
I only wanted to help
You pushed my arms away
Then one day

You walked another way
A place I couldn't stay
My compass fell apart
I don't know where to star
To keep this from tearing up

Please take me back in time with you
To a time when you were true
Visit all seven wonders
There won't be another
To keep me satisfied
If I can fall back into you
There is nothing I can't do
If I'm under the weather
We talk, I feel better
At least I knew I had
Someone who cared
Somebody baby